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past few days have been filled with fun and laughter. and a tinge of sadness.
let me summarise.

jo and me
there are some problems.
i realised i took away his man space.
i was selfish.
and when i thought i understood him, i actually din.
but i cant help but feel that if he's my boyfriend he has to help fill that loneliness inside me..
but oh well, ): i really cried hard that day when he told me off, it was harsh and the worst part was that : it was the truth.
i was a bitch to him, i guess love jus makes me show that ugly side of me.
somehow, im glad i got someone whos tolerant with that..
but yet again, dont take things for granted yeah?
cos.. sometimes, that someone might jus leave you for another one.. when he gets sick of you - im sure that's wot all gals fear.. dont you?
its one of my biggest fears.
(notice the phrase one of them)
haha =)

i did well for my paper 4.
once again.. (:
i think there's somethg wrong with the computer or sth.
i seem very lucky all the time.
with passes of 80marks and above.
boy, am i impressed by my own ability.
but i think its still time to brush up on my passed papers..
cos its owaes good to noe stuff better.
its a chained reaction..
like little white lies that make a big lie in the end..
it links up forever (: haha.
i cant belive im halfway thru my cert..
so mirthful (:
hope God will shower me with his blessings as i go on (:
and to all my frens who supported, encouraged and were there for me, a big thanks!
for those strugglg with their studies, work hard.. (u noe who u are)
(: i will owaes be there for all who need my help as long as its within my means..
woo-hoo~!

NEXT

mahjong kakis
we are so hooked onto mahjong. all of us.
jo's fam.
my frens - by which me and vic have influenced. feel so bad - but yeah, super good.
next time noe who to call to play loh. ive got a kaki.
:p hee. we played mahjong with some what of deb and elaine being unsure.
but i can assure u, they bcome pros when it came to playg the game alr.. =)
haha.. (: silly lil gals.. lucky u gals came..
and super happy cos yh finally prefers sth else to clubbing...!
yeah*
vic was a big winner.
osh left halfway, that swt guy provided us chips dice blah.
me and dar won a lil..
but yeah, i finally noe how to count "thai" alr..
(: super cool, nxt time will built "thai"
i realised, it aint owaes that flowers arent that good (: i think they're marvellous..
bcos today at jo's aunt's hse, his grandma got 5 flowers.. which gave her 5 "thai"
super zhai can? she gamed with like $32 frm each player..
that's like a whole lotta money..
and bOy am i glad to announce - i watched kungfu mahjong~!
whoos.
his aunt had the vcd - so vic, we can ask the rest of the kaki to watch together and laugh like little xiao ding tong.
hah =) ooops.

a very long entry. feast ur eyes! boo! night!